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Cemetery Life 

What's life, when you roam the night?

You aught to think it over..

Oh sweet momentary life…

If you survive

You'll only come out stronger

 

Holding on to cosmic pain

All in all you can't complain, you're all right

Hold me tight I'll fade away

Fold into another day of your life..

 

And what's life, when you want to die?

It only brings us closer

Oh sweet cemetery life..

If you crack a smile

You're gonna blow your cover

Then it's over..

 

Holding on to cosmic pain

Phantom limbs and cheap Champaign, you're all right..

Faithfully…

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Hellbent 

Well met.. thinking of what you mean to me

My good intentions pulling you back down

 

I'm hellbent, living out a fantasy

Without intervention and evil all around

 

 

CHORUS:

I know, I've heard you praying

I'm not complaining

I'm only saying

 

How long, before we're play things?

It's so enchanting..

Am I mistaken?

 

Don't want to be sucked in, don't want to be fodder?

Don't let his velvet voice appeal to you

He'll write you a love song, and why's it get harder

Every time I come to sing to you?

 

We're hellbent.. wicked along the…

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Numb to Love 

How long you been too numb to love?

How wrong you need for me to love

Cut off you feel cold and alone

Put on you leave feeling hollow

 

I hear your pulse, pounding.. I know

We walk a razor, poised to overflow

When it burns it pains, down to the bone

Now we only talk of why you'd go

 

CHORUS (spoken):

You'd surely die without me

But with out me..

You thought in time...

You'd simply die with out me

You said in time that...

You'd surely die..

You're sure you'd die with out me

But with out me..

Maybe you'd thrive

I'm sure you'd…

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The Fever 

Didn't want to take a lover

Didn't want to foul it up

Pit me against another

You know I'll never give it up

Will our love outlast,

All that we demur?

Will our hearts break free?

Or will you just become something painful to me?

Defeat? I  won't be undone when I have the fever

Mainline, adrenaline when I have the fever

Alarm.. unknown, you know…when I have the fever

Chorus:

How Far..

To go?

Time out..

I'm only flesh and bone

I Know..

That you know

Time out..

I'm only flesh and bone

Didn't want to hurt each other

Didn't want to…

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Interlude 

You say.. it's just a model of thinking

If we exist in a daydream

Then there can be no mistaking

What are you saying?

Did you not even wait for me?

I'm touched you're crying out for help

I'd lost some symmetry myself

All this fragility's been leaning on my health

I might just fold into my self

You say... that your reality's hazy

and so you weep like a baby

You think I'm not even listening

What are you craving?

 

 

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Habits 

I'm all in pieces

Heard you lost all reason

I wanted to be there

Don't you say it's a lie

 

Drop me off the deep end

I'm too weak to defend

All our inner demons

Teasing...teasing...

 

CHOR:                                                                                      

This love is caustic, you should go..

I nearly lost it, does it show?

We get so toxic, when we blend

This love is caustic to the end

 

Habits habits habits habits.... habits seed the wild inside

Habits habits habits habits bad... habits pass the time   …

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Social Suicide 

Don't know how to deal

When everyone is changing

Eyes that don't conceal

The reasons for your wrath

Tell me how you feel

Am I a true pariah?

Tortured hearts don't heal

And troubled minds are daft

 

Don't wait, I'm numb

If there's a lesson here I still don't follow

My my, I may may be dumb

But no one said that you would change tomorrow

 

Lock step

Mind's eye

You fake

I rise

Psyche

Pumped high

Your loss

My life

 

Don't reach for the pearl that draws your eye

You may be laden with the…

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Hands Down 

Are we only getting deeper?

When the moon reflects your eyes and our actions lead to silence

Could this pain be any sweeter?

In the absence of your shine, I'm as dull as any non believer

 

Out of turn, I’ve learned so much about you. I was blind 

There’s a term, for distorted perception.. it slips my mind

 

CHORUS:

Hands down, you were all in nearly half the time

You retreated... with the night

Hold on, if we could... hold out to the morning hours

But the truth hurts in daylight

 

Are you only…

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Ghosted  

Loss... I feel it every second

Lead on.. we've only a second

Fear for love?

I bleed for love

Breathe for love?

I grieve for love

 

So play on..

I see you every day

Put on

Teasing all the unseen ghosts in my head

Do you want to try me love?

Just set it up

I'll see you in the unkempt sheets of my bed

 

Fear... I feel it every second

I long..

You use it as a weapon 

Bleed for love..

Naive in love...

 

Cry on..

The feeling comes in waves

Undone..

Cradling all the secrets that go unsaid

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Contact 

Think of who you are..

The planchette is the heart that speaks through you

Right on que..

Time and time again, you fail to find a friend to see you through

That's on you..

 

Chorus:

You're making contact

You're making contact

Is that a contract?

You're making contact

 

A thinly covered veil, divides us from the paleness of our youth

Time is cruel.

How precious to know, that death is just a prelude to the truth

Step on through..

 

Chorus: 

You're making contact 

You're making contact 

You…

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