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Interlude 

You say.. it's just a model of thinking

If we exist in a daydream

Then there can be no mistaking

What are you saying?

Did you not even wait for me?

I'm touched you're crying out for help

I'd lost some symmetry myself

All this fragility's been leaning on my health

I might just fold into my self

You say... that your reality's hazy

and so you weep like a baby

You think I'm not even listening

What are you craving?

 

 

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Habits 

I'm all in pieces

Heard you lost all reason

I wanted to be there

Don't you say it's a lie

 

Drop me off the deep end

I'm too weak to defend

All our inner demons

Teasing...teasing...

 

CHOR:                                                                                      SPOKEN CHOR:

Why.. should we contain                                                            How far can we stray..                                                          

Everything we crave…

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Social Suicide 

Don't know how to deal

When everyone is changing

Eyes that don't conceal

The reasons for your wrath

Tell me how you feel

Am I a true pariah?

Tortured hearts don't heal

And troubled minds are daft

 

Don't wait, I'm numb

If there's a lesson here I still don't follow

My my, I may may be dumb

But no one said that you would change tomorrow

 

Lock step

Mind's eye

You fake

I rise

Psyche

Pumped high

Your loss

My life

 

Don't reach for the pearl that draws your eye

You may be laden with the…

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Hands Down 

Are we only getting deeper?

When the moon reflects your eyes and our actions lead to silence

Could this pain be any sweeter?

In the absence of your shine, I'm as dull as any non believer

 

Out of turn, I’ve learned so much about you. I was blind 

There’s a term, for distorted perception.. it slips my mind

 

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Hands down, you were all in nearly half the time

You retreated... with the night

Hold on, if we could... hold out to the morning hours

But the truth hurts in daylight

 

Are you only…

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Ghosted  

Loss... I feel it every second

Lead on.. we've only a second

Fear for love?

I bleed for love

Breathe for love?

I grieve for love

 

So play on..

I see you every day

Put on

Teasing all the unseen ghosts in my head

Do you want to try me love?

Just set it up

I'll see you in the unkempt sheets of my bed

 

Fear... I feel it every second

I long..

You use it as a weapon 

Bleed for love..

Naive in love...

 

Cry on..

The feeling comes in waves

Undone..

Cradling all the secrets that go unsaid

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Contact 

Think of who you are..

The planchette is the heart that speaks through you

Right on que..

Time and time again, you fail to find a friend to see you through

That's on you..

 

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You're making contact

You're making contact

Is that a contract?

You're making contact

 

A thinly covered veil, divides us from the paleness of our youth

Time is cruel.

How precious to know, that death is just a prelude to the truth

Step on through..

 

Chorus: 

You're making contact 

You're making contact 

You…

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Set Me Free 

You never have to say it

It's pretty clear you're faking

Set me free why don't you babe?

 

Am I alone in thinking..

Right now we're just existing?

Set me free why don't you babe?

 

CHORUS:

I know it hurts.. to say it plain

I know your heart's.. expired

Was it something I said.. that turned the key?

I want to dance.. in fire

 

Is there some way to tame me?

Could I be lulled to safety?

Set me free why don't you babe

 

It isn't worth debating

All that we shared is waning

Set me free why…

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Lay Low 

Lay low.. they'll never understand

When you get right.. you're like a different man

Lay low.. until the poison fades

Here in the dark, no one can see the pain

 

Lay low.. under a cloud of dread

You think they know?  That's only in your head

Stay low, if only for a time

When you get numb, you've gotta change your mind

 

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Acidic 

Unkind

Haughty

Blind

Stuck up

Benign

Faulty

Mind

 

Lay low.. don't even make a sound

When you get high.. no one can hold you down

Say no.. when your hope…

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Real Life 

Life.. you've started over

You found a lover

She's coming over

Say you're alive..

 

Christ.. you're rolling over

She left under cover

You're not below her

Say you're alive

 

So you're alone..

Sad sad feeling alone

You're on your own...

Sad sad feeling alone

 

Why.. you get so head strong?

He wasn't all wrong

You've got to know this

Let in some light

 

Cry.. you're doubling over

When you recover..

The night's still young girl

Set it alight

 

But you're alone.. 

Sad sad feeling alone…

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Alone 

I would love to feel the magic

I would love to see the light

I would love to share the promise in your eyes

As hours burn from day to night

 

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How do you feel alone?

How do you feel alone when I'm right here right now?

 

In a pattern of dependence

All alone you feel alive

But when we're both as good as vagrants

There's just no time to prosthelytize

 

Truth is.. won't lie

Nothing good is happening outside

All lust, all noise

There isn't much that we can't destroy

 

So how.. do you…

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